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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2004|02:04 pm]
[mood |pimpin]
[music |none dammit]

alright, so i have prom on saturday and i'm looking forward to it. i get to go with katy because i love her and that's good times. i'm wearing a tux with tails and either a yellow or a purple vest and tie. so, i got my hair cut the other day and i like it a lot. it's really short, especially for me, but i really like it. i look hot. no, seriously, saying that i look hot is being modest. just kidding, but i really do like it. like 6 inches off. so, i kind of got to sleep in since tuesday or atleast not have to go to school until 10:30. i took katy to school all 3 days at 7, because i love her. alright, so prom. i'm kind of in a secluded group because of katie pilgrim, but it's all cool. oh, shit, i'm going to unt. i discovered the other day when i went to manhattanville in new york and it blew worse than a 5 dollar hooker. the school was the size of my fucking thumb and it was like a morgue, with a few stray zombies. so, when i went to unt a couple of weeks ago i absolutely loved it. it was definately where i wanted to go, but i still had to check out manhattanville. that's cool that i'm going to unt because i get to be close to katy and because travis and ben are also going there. so i'm in bcis sitting next to sophia, who is a big, fat, slob-like whore. no i'm just kidding she's not fat. i'm tired, but oh well. so, today i get to film my spanish project today, which should be cool. so, i guess that this is goodbye for now.
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been forever [Apr. 22nd, 2004|12:18 pm]
alright, so it's been forever since i wrote on my livejournal. not alot has happened. i went to nebraska, hung out with katy, and played d & d. i'm going to get my hair hacked off today. it's getting too long. i'm gonna try and give the hair to locks of love, but i don't think that it'll work. i'm looking forward to getting it cut, but i'm still worried. i gotta go. so, i guess that this is goodbye for now.
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should be sad, but i'm not [Mar. 29th, 2004|08:26 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |northstar]

alright, so we had uil zone on thursday. we were against langham, ridge, and tomball. after the show, i didn't have a very good feeling. i don't know why i just didn't. the show went well, i guess. so, we all got ready and changed after our show, and then we all went into the auditorium. we heard that langham's show was alright , but that it would be no problem(they had just gone). then we saw ridge's show, which was awful. it was junior high acting and miller would've vomited if she saw it. so, that's 2 down. then, we saw wit, tomball's show. it was excellent and i think that it has a chance of making state. so, awards ceremony time comes up, and jeff, nessa, and leon get honorable mention. jill and craig get all-star. then announce the shows, ridge (ha) and tomball (yeah, that's a huge shocker). it sucked at first, but oh well. so , now we're doing a 6th period show, the miser. craig and i switched parts. originally, i was master jacques and he was cleante, but now it's vice versa. he didn't want cleante becuase it's craigs typical lead, so, i willingly took it. the role that i gave would've been a lot of fun , i found out that he is technically the villian, but it's cool. it should be fun. so, i guess that this is goodbye.
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ha ha, you're wrong [Mar. 23rd, 2004|08:42 pm]
[mood | excited]
[music |"pollyanna" by northstar (april 20th) yay]

ok, so i'm just chillin at my house at the moment. we got back from spring break yesterday and that was cool. i had a pretty boring spring break. oh well. i'm listening to the title track of the new northstar album right now and i don't really know what to think about it. the song is called pollyanna and it's different. i'll just have to listen to it for the next hour or so. ok, so thursday we have uil and i'm looking forward to it. i hope that we have the energy that we had last year at uil. we have good days and mediocre days. i really want the show to be good. the judge at zone is black and we're doing othello, so i think that's a good sign. plus, ms. miller has known this guy forever and they're good friends. yeeeeaaaahhh. chris sucks. he's not natural at all. leon's cool because i'll give him advice and he's extremeley nice about it. also, when i give him the advice he puts it to good use. so, i haven't updated in 11 days and that's a long time, but oh well you can deal with it. tomorrow night we have guys night and i think that it will be cool. i went to the tattoo place today, brand x, but it is no longer brand x, it is now texas body art. i went there because i'm gonna get another tatto as soon as my tax return arrives and uil is done. i'm gonna get it around my elbow. it's gonna say "in loving memory e.b.k." and it's gonna have a cross on it. it shalt be cool. also, as soon as i save up the money, i'm gonna get the treble clef fixed, because the coloring is horrible. the guy said that if i come at like 1 in the afternoon that he would only charge me $50 an hour. that's awesome. i saw the guy's portfolio and it looks nice. he said that the elbow thing will cost around $60 to $80 and that the side would take 3 to 4 hours. thanks, because i need another 3 to 4 hours of a needle being jabbed into my ribcage. i can't wait. i like not knowing when i'm gonna be able to get it because of uil. i know that sounds stupid, but i'm so excited. katy and i picked out the lettering for the elbow thing and it's going to look pretty fucking cool. alright, so the other day i ask dias a question and his response is,"if you were to say something like that at the next level, they would fire you". my response to that was, "well, it doesn't matter because i'm not going on to the next level". do you know how the asshole responded. he said, "well, maybe that's a good thing". asshole. ok, so two short days later, he says, during notes, "sebastian you did an excellent job today. you were very believable". what the fuck. it was cool though, because only said that to me, leon, craig, and jill, and they're the leads of the show. hahahaha. eat my ass, dias. no wait he'd like that. stay as far away from my ass as you possibly can. now that's torture for him. so, i've listened to "pollyanna" about 10 times now and i've decided that i like it. i can't wait for the new northstar cd to come out. april 20th. yay. so, my uncle terry sent me and email the other day. it said that he talked to his friend at geffen records and that he's gonna get me two tickets for the blink, tbs, cypress hill show. that's awesome, but now i don't know who i'm going to take. i have to choose between branden, rob, and david. they'll have to fight it off. ooohhh, northstar's coming to town on may 13th. that's so awesoem. they're coming with moneen, which is also awesome because moneen is an excellent bande, even though i can't get past the first 3 songs. ok, so i think that's enough typing for now. my fingers hurt. so, i guess that this is goodbye for now.
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(no subject) [Mar. 12th, 2004|08:10 am]
ok, so i know that i just updated like 20 minutes ago, but i need to say some more. so (wow i say that a lot), we are going to see lucien douglas today, who is the theatre director at ut. we are going to see him becuase he is going to critique our show, othello. i don't know what he is going to say, because, honestly, i don't know what to think about the show. everyone i doing great except for 1 or 2 people and i'm afraid that they're going to drag the show down. i don't want people to drag the show down because this is my senior year, it's uil, and it is my last show that i am ever doing. i'm pretty sure that we'll make as far as we did last year (we still got hosed, berto), but i don't know what else. i think that leon's doing a great job, i think that he is doing better than any of us thought that he was going to be. landon's doing great, as usual, but don't tell him that. the show is somewhat fun to do, but it was a lot more fun last year. i keep thinking back to last years show and trying to compare them, but i can't. i can't do this for 2 reasons: 1. i never saw last years show because we were always on stage 2. the 2 shows are completely different from each other. i think that we will be fun. i'm really excited. i'm going to dallas today, and i can't wait. i have to get going because class is about to end, and this is mrs. mcgrew's last day because she is very pregnant. i like her she's nice. so, i guess that this is goodbye.
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(no subject) [Mar. 12th, 2004|07:37 am]
[mood | ecstatic]
[music |nothing, dammit]

yo yo yo,
alright, so i had a very interesting day, yesterday. we're going to start with when i got home. so, i get home and jim tells me that i have mail. so, i go inside with katy and get my mail. there is an acceptance letter from manhattanville, the school that i am planning on going to my sophomore, junior, and senior year. so, the letter says,"that they are happy to accept my application." the letter also mentioned a little something about a $10,000 scholarship. yeah, that's right. the scholarship is for $10,000, renewable every year and it is the most prestigious scholarship that the school gives away. how the hell did i get it? the scholarship is solely based on academics. i guess there only paying attention to my junior and senior year, along with my sat and act scores. so, as odd as this sounds, the scholarship kind of screws up my plans. why you ask? well, because i'm not sure if i'm ready to go to ny next year and if i go to unt next year, like i planned, and go to manhattanville the rest of the time, will my scholarship still stand? so i have no clue what the fuck i'm going to do. please help me anyone. the school will still cost $26,000 a year, even with the scholarship. so, after that whole mess, katy, my mother, jim, rebecka, tom, joshua, and i had dinner at my house. joshua, rebecka's son, is so cute. katy loves him so much. after dinner, katy and i went over to katy's house because her prom dress got to her house. she found this prom dress online, it's scott mcclintock, and had to get it sent to her, because the dress was only at one store in the u.s. so, the dress got shipped to her from the store in connecticutt. when we got over to her house, the dress was hanging from a curtain, and her parents were at katy's sisters band concert. so, she tried on the dress in her parents room, while i was upstairs on katy's computer. they have these intercoms, and when she had the dress fully on, she yells into it that,"the dress fits perfectly." i about shat myself because the intercom scared the crap out of me. so, she came upstairs and told me that she was going to look at herself in abigail's mirror. she told me not to come out of her room. we had decided that i wasn't going to see her in her dress, but i really wanted to. so, i told her that i wanted to come out and immediately she screamed,"alright." so, i ran out of her room and saw her standing there. wow!!!! she looked so unbelievable. i can't even believe it. she looked gorgeous and beautiful and every other word like that in the book. ok, well i have to get started on my bcis work, but i might type on this later. so, i guess that this is goodbye.
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as usual [Mar. 10th, 2004|07:59 am]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |nothing, but i want to listen to nstar's new one]

alright, so as usual i'm just chilling in bcis, writing in my livejournal. i kind of feel bad for saying what i said yesterday on my livejournal, but what's said is said, there is nothing that i can do about it now. alright, so yesterday i was doing my daily rounds through the websites of the bands that i listen to thoroughly and i came across something interesting that got me very excited in more than one way. i was on northstarrcok.com (which is obviously for the band northstar) and there new journal entry on it said that you could get an mp3 from there new album, pollyanna, on the triple crown records website. i saw that yesterday morning, here in my bcis class. so when i got over to katy's yesterday, i pumped the jam. it was unbelievable. at first i was like yeah it's cool, but then when i got home and really, really listened to it, that's when it got me. oh mama, it is one killer song. it's called "the pornographer's daughter" and it is one there best songs ever and i've only heard it like 10 times. it rocks and that's all i'm saying about that. so, yesterday in english 3 of my classmates gang-hugged mrs. carter and it was funnier than shit. we never get anything done in that class, but it's fine by me because what we do makes me laugh quite hard. rehearsal went well yesterday except for the fact that kyle wasn't there and therefore there was no sound. we got to wear what we had of our costumes and that was cool becuase my costume is pretty much finished, minus an undershirt. oh, speaking of costumes, het travis wear a cup that's disgusting pal. it was cool because i get to wear leather pants and there is not a lot cooler, or gayer, than leather pants. i was sweating my ass off in them. after the show was done and we were sitting on the front of the stage, everytime i moved my legs would make a suction cup noise, it was wild. jordan was sad yesterday and i'm pretty sure that it had something to do with sam, which really pisses me off because he's a good kid and she doesn't need to do that shit to him. so, i asked my mom if we could have our co-ed night at my house and i think that the chances are good and there will be no drinking. i told katie kasper that today and she got a fucking attitude. she was all like ''well than what's the point of spending the night". i should have hissed at her or bit her or something, bendy-ass ho. so, there is about ten minutes left in class because we had a test today and it wasn't as hard as i thought it was going to be. i'm not listening to any music right now and that makes me sad because i really want to listen to northstar right now. i've really been in a hey lets listen to second stage turbine blade lately, but every since last night i've wanted to listen to northstar. i really don't want to give up listening to coheed right now, but i really want to listen to northstar. coheed's coming to austin next week for 2 days. one day they're playing at noon with sparta and motion city soundtrack and it's a free show, but i have rehearsal that day. the next day they're playing at midnight with alexisonfire and bear vs. shark. i really want to go but i don't think that i'm going to because i'm pretty sure that i wont gather up that much money. holy crap, i just keep typing and typing today. i miss katy right now. i know that i say this a lot, but i really love that girl. she is so unbelievable. alright i think that i should probably go now. so, i guess this is goodbye.
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(no subject) [Mar. 9th, 2004|08:10 am]
[mood | hopeful]
[music |nothing waaahahahahh]

Alright,
so as usual i'm just chilling in bcis because there is nothing better to do. i'm a little pissed because all of the theatre people were being bastards towards katy and me this morning. they did so because we were our usual selves, just kissing and hugging and stuff. then ms. miller walks up (in a bitchy mood) and says that she doesn't want that anymore. then everybody starts saying shit about us when she walks off. it really pissed me off. i mean what right do they have to say what katy and i can and can't do in public. if you don't want to watch then avert your eyes. damn, people it's that easy. so this week is going to be boring as hell because i have too many tests and this weekend starts spring break and it needs to get here already. i can't wait to graduate, but then again i don't want to leave katy anytime soon. i love that girl and it is going to hurt like hell not being able to see her pretty much whenever i want. it is going to be very odd. i'm going to dallas on friday to visit my grandma. oh, and branden, david, kyle, and rob are tagging along. i can't wait, it's going to be a blast. jill wants me to ask my mom if we can have our co-ed uil night at my house and i've kind of been an asshole to my mom lately, so i'm going to need to stop that if i want her to let us have it there. ok, so i think that the bell is going to ring soon so i should probably get going. so, this is goodbye for now.
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ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok that's enough [Mar. 2nd, 2004|07:41 am]
[mood |productive]
[music |nothing, still]

ok so maybe i don't have to do anything today in bcis because i've already done it. So, katy and i got in a fight yesterday, but it's all cool now. I hung out ith her after rehearsal yesterday and then i took her home. I went to bed at about 8:30 last night and that is probably one of the coolest things that has happened to me in a while. So, i love katy a lot and i can't get that out of my mind right now, so i wrote it down, as you can see. I have such an unbelievable time with her and anybody that doesn't like that can go screw themselves. No, i'm just kidding. Alright, so for lent, i gave up carbonated drinks, red meat, ham, tv, and jerking it, and it is really hard. I don't know what the hardest part is. I seriously think that the hardest thing is not drinking carbonated drinks. I never thought that it could be this difficult, but, low and behold, it is. Wow, this is a long entry for me, i'm proud of myself. so, goodbye for now.
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2004|07:36 am]
[mood | sore]
[music |nothing, unfortunately]

yo yo I'm in bcis and i think that we're about to start class, but i wanted to say what's up make sure that everyone is doing WELL. so, i guess this is goodbye.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2004|08:05 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |nothing really, but i've been listening to coheed a lot]

ok, i'm back. i'm done with all my work in bcis, so now i can talk to whomever i please. so i got this noodle stuff while with katy and travis on friday night and it has squid powder in it. that makes me want to vomit. i know what hot dogs are made out of and i can handle that, but squid powder. I had a good weekend, i saw the passion of the christ and it was really good. katy cried, but not as much as thought she would, but i didn't. I loved it so much, it was unbelievable and that's all i can say about it. it wasn't as gory as everyone said that it was. I had rehearsal this weekend, but not for that long, which is cool. I hung out katy for most of the weekend( like thats a real shocker). I really love that girl, so much. she rocks and i can't even put it into words. shit, i'm gonna miss her next year. so, i guess this is goodbye.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2004|07:39 am]
this is going to be really short, but i'm gonna type anyway. I'm in bcis and life has been going pretty well. Still loving katy, which is absolutely perfect. I've been rehearsing a lot ughghgh. goodbye for now.
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at home [Feb. 24th, 2004|11:48 am]
[mood | ecstatic]
[music |"delerium trigger" coheed and cambria ( i enjoy them)]

alright so i'm just sitting at home because i don't have to be at school until 12:30 and i like that. i'm bored off my ass and i didn't get to see katy this morning but i got to sleep and that was quite enjoyable. i've gotta go get shrevie in about 5 minutes and take her to school. katy came over last night for a little bit and that was fun because i got to see my baby. then i went over to rob's and watched a chunk of sleepy hollow. following this, i came home, talked with katy on the phone, and fell asleep at about 10. i woke up this morning at about 9:20 and watched south park. damn that show is funny. i like it. so then i took a shower for like 45 minutes(i loved it), and now here i am, typing to you. i don't know who you is but its someone and thats good enough. so, i guess this is goodbye.
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at home [Feb. 23rd, 2004|06:31 pm]
[mood | chipper]
[music |"just like heaven" the cure]

I'm at home right now doing absolutely nothing. I think Katy is gonna come over in a little bit and that makes me very happy because I love her. My mommy needs me to go do something for her. So, I guess this is goodbye.
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still in bcis [Feb. 23rd, 2004|08:11 am]
[mood | relieved]
[music |nothing]

Hello,
ok, so this morning i was totally in an all i wanna do is love katy mood. i like those moods, but only when she is in that kind of mood too. this morning she was slightly in that mood, but i wish it would have been more. i love her to death and i love seeing it back at me because there is absolutely nothing greatly than being loved. alright well the bell is going to ring soon and i have to go to eco. bye
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hbfkj [Feb. 23rd, 2004|07:36 am]
[mood | exhausted]
[music |the working title(in my head)]

I'm in bcis and i'm bored but oh well. Hi katy and branden, as you are the only ones who read this. You guys rock.
End transmission
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opening [Feb. 20th, 2004|08:17 am]
this is my first entry and i'm in bcis doing nothing. the bells about to ring, but i thought that i would set this up.
Ok, bye now.
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